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The Ratio, the Morning, the Night

        It is dark outside. The sound of rain falling on the roof can be heard clearly in this silent night. The clock is pointing at two different numbers, 2 and 6. Yes, it is 2:30 in the morning. The screen of the computer is dim, the temperature is low, and I am alone. Why am I still awake? I am not sure. However, I can clearly feel the pressure, the pain in my chest, deep in my heart. Who else are still awake? Who else is there to hear my sob?
        

        It was hot. The sun that shined on my back did hurt. On my watch, the hour hand pointed at 2, and the minute hand pointed at 6. It was 2:30 in the afternoon. Even though everything was bright and beautiful, I didn't feel a thing. The only image in my mind was her back and the truth. It was not the sun that hurt my back. It was the truth that ate away my heart. I walked away, 2:30 p.m.
        

        The writing "2:30" is sitting there nicely on a sheet of white paper in front of me. 2 is the distance between her and a thing. 30 is the distance between her and me. 2:30, what a nice ratio. 2:30, that is so absolute and strict. Numbers are like that. Mathematics is like that. Truth is like that. I sit here. My mind is as blank as the white paper, but the mark "2:30" stays in my thought. It will not be gone. What a ratio, 2:30. 
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